This was the most difficult MC ever. Not that I had a high fever or anything too serious (read: mild stomach flu). It was difficult because of the isolation I putself in. When there’s no one to talk to.
There are many things I miss when I was in a relationship or living in a full house. Like having moments you can cuddle and feel safe in his arms. Or it could be as simple as having a nice chat with your pregnant flatmate. To feel a warm connection with good people.
I vow to make better choices about the kinds of relationships and the kinds of social living standards available out there. Pinapahirapan ko lang ang sarili ko. Salamat sa mga kaibigan who replied this afternoon and this evening when everything for me felt shrouded in anxiety.